We all hide our emotions now and then. If we are upset about a fight with our partner in the morning we do our best to not burst into tears at our meeting at the office.
But being private with how you feel is different than the more serious (if possibly connected) issue of suffering repressed emotions.
Suppressed vs Repressed
It is helpful to understand the difference between suppression and repression.
When we know we are having a feeling that we don’t want to feel, and we consciously try to avoid it, we are suppressing it.
Repression, however, takes hiding our emotions to another level. It means that we have taken uncomfortable emotions we are not comfortable with (mostly connected to experiences from a child) and hidden them in our unconscious to the extent we are no longer aware we have them at all. Sure, we might sometimes have little ‘glimmers’. A smell or sound might trigger an uncomfortable feeling, we might here a little voice in our head go, ‘am I actually sure about what I think and feel about my past, or not?” But for the most part, it’s about denial. “Me? Angry? Never.”
Popular articles nowadays talk about suppression and repression interchangeably. This might be because they are so often connected. A person with many repressed emotions from a difficult childhood is prone to suppress emotions in the present. So that same man who has hidden all his feelings about his mother abandoning him as a child is likely to be the very sort who avoids his anger over a recent breakup.
It’s important to note that suppressed emotions are not ‘better’ than repressed ones. While keeping our emotions in check in social situations makes sense, constantly avoiding our feelings is never a good idea, and is something to take seriously.
Repressed Emotions and Their Connection to Repressed Memories
Repressed emotions are connected to the concept ofrepressed memories, a cornerstone of psychoanalytical theory first suggested by Freud himself. It proposes that when we are young we ‘forget’ threatening and unpleasant experiences (along with how they made us feel) as a way to protect ourselves and our self-image. In this way repression works as a defence mechanism.
Of course this theory, like many, has been questioned. It can’t be ‘proven’ in research that we have chosen to hide memories. It might be that the brain simply loses it’s capacity to retrieve things because the anxiety of the situation impedes it’s usual way of sorting things.
Why would I be the sort to be emotionally repressed?
Again, for Freud and the school of psychoanalytical thought, it would be based on choices you made as a child around what was acceptable and not acceptable for you to remember and feel. But there are other ways to look at it, too.
Being emotionally repressed can be environmental and a learned behaviour. If, for example, you never saw a parent express sadness or fear, then you would be more prone to follow this behaviour that was modelled for you and also hide your emotions.
It can also be a cultural learned behaviour. They are stereotypes, but at the same time it is true that British people tend to be reserved, and those raised in a Latin culture can be more emotional.
Childhood trauma tends to be a major cause of ending up an emotionally repressed adult, and it doesn’t have to be a “big” trauma. What might seem small to us as an adult could have been seriously traumatic for our child brain. A mother who ignored you for days if you dared to cry, for example, would be very damaging and would likely lead to you being an adult who repressed sadness.
Why does it matter if I have repressed emotions?
Yes, you might ‘get by’ in life. But repressed emotions have a knock-on effect that can hold you back in all areas and mean that you constantly miss out on what you truly want from life.
You can constantly struggle with relationships.
You might be accused of being ‘cold’, or project and blame others for being ‘too emotional’. It’s possible you struggle with jealousy, or are the sort to always make a ‘mountain of a molehill’, using drama to replace feeling. Often its hard to experience true intimacy as you can be disconnected.
Your career can suffer if you have repressed emotions.
Repressing emotions an leave you the sort to overreact to small things, meaning you get a reputation for being hard to work with. Or it can mean you avoid the necessary constructive conflict that marks you out as promotable, and instead are seen as lacking assertiveness. And if your job gets very stressful at the same time as other parts of your life, repressed emotions can make you more susceptible to a nervous breakdown that sees you taking time off or even losing your career entirely.
Repressed emotions are bad for your health.
Repressed emotions can cause anxiety and depression, both of which can affect your physical health (tense muscles, sleeplessness, raised cortisol, constant cold and flus, etc.). It also leads to addictive behaviours, such as overeating and drinking too much alcohol.
What do I do if I think I suffer from repressed emotions?
It can be overwhelming to try to process stuck emotions alone, especially as they can be connected to difficult past experiences. So it is a good idea to seek the support of an experienced counsellor or psychotherapist who can create a safe space for you to explore your feelings and past in.
Harley Therapy connects to you to London-based therapists who can help you process your repressed emotions and move forward in life. Not in London? Skype therapy is now available no matter where you live.
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