Try saying those same things out loud to yourself. Does it feel ridiculous and silly? It will, if you tend to beat yourself up even as you are nice to friends.
2. You deflect compliments.
The next time someone compliments your outfit, hair, your work, or otherwise, notice how you handle it. Do you make an excuse, or diminish the compliment? “Oh, this bag? It was on sale.” “Oh thanks, but really I had help on the report, so I can’t take credit.”
If our inner soundtrack is self-critical we simply can’t just say, ‘thank you’ to a compliment. It goes against our deep-rooted, unconscious belief that we are flawed and could do better.
3. Your partner and/or friends are always criticising you.
You might not realise you are self-critical if you are sure that it’s your partner or friends who are the critical ones, and see yourself as the victim.
But often we choose such people to be in our lives because they mirror what we ourselves are thinking. And sometimes we are even, without realising it, pushing that person to criticise us. Read more in our article, ‘Are You Mistakenly Encouraging Criticism?’.
4. You agree and go along with others, even if later you regret it.
Do you ever hear yourself laughing at a joke, then cringe inwardly because the subject of the joke actually goes against your personal values? And then spend a day beating yourself up for not speaking up? Or do you often say yes, when inside you are already regretting having to do yet another thing you don’t want to?
If we are self-critical we can project the need for approval we aren’t getting from ourselves onto others. So we become a pleaser with poor boundaries who never speaks up.
5. You blame yourself when things go wrong.
A mind stuck in a critical perspective is prone toblame, and often you blame yourself. Even in situations that really are outside of your responsibility, you find a way to make it your fault. Your brain immediately creates a ‘should have, could have’ list.
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Your teen is late after walking to school when your car breaks down and you think, if only you went for that MOT, or told your child to leave earlier, or walked with them. You don’t for one second consider that they are responsible for stopping to talk to people on the way.
When you arrive at a party, what’s the first thing you do? Any chance it’s comparing yourself to others? If you are dressed as well as others, if the dish you bought is as good as the dish others bought, if the host seems to like you as much as the others?
Comparison can be such a habit we don’t realise it’s just a vessel for self criticising.
10. Your focus is on what isn’t working in life.
There is a right and a wrong, a good and bad. The hotel is bad because there was dust on the sideboard, regardless if it was good otherwise. A job is goodif your boss likes you, regardless if you are not being challenged in. it.
11. Despite all your troubleshooting, you are not excelling in life.
Here’s the thing about self-criticism — it takes a tremendous amount of headspace. It also blocks you from taking chances and from recognising your unique gifts then using them to get ahead.
The end result is that even if you try very hard to be great, or evenperfect, you might get to a point you realise you are behind in life, and behind your peers. Perfect fodder for another round of intense criticism.
Time to stop letting that self-critical voice in your head rule your life? We connect you with some of London’s most committed and experienced talk therapists who can help. Or use our booking site to find UK-wide registered therapists and online counsellors you can access from anywhere in the world.
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Andrea Blundellis the editor and lead writer of this blog. She had a real problem with self-criticism and found CBT therapy enormously helpful in breaking the habit.
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